grounding should feel more relieving. by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
grounding should feel more relieving.
you've got 3 days to master your veins,
maybe godhood isn't all that far away
i'm still rolling rocks 'round my mouth
with my paper tongue (the ceiling's got the best of me)
you just keep on scowling, all storms that i can't reach-
isn't this the way you wanted me?
how to be a shadow by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
how to be a shadow
this is how to become a shadow on the wall-
kiss the silence, it's the only one that still wants you now
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
make your cries sound more soothing, like raindrops on the roof
tune your screams to your footsteps so no one has to look
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
do what's quietest and learn to cry on demand
never be anywhere without a extra noose ready on hand
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
ooh, bite back tears
ooh, an end is near
this is how to become a shadow on the wall-
kiss the silence, it's the only one that still wants you now
ooh,
these romantic cliches(they have expiration dates) by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
these romantic cliches(they have expiration dates)
"i love you"
was writhing just behind
my lips,
about to claw it's
way out to you-
oh this beast of a love
has a mind of it's own.
I meant to spit it out
for you,
along with the hunks
of vermilion flesh that it's talons
freed from my throat
(after all, you seem
to love bloody kisses as much
as I do),
but fear caged it in
and left it like a red hot
coal lump
on my tongue,
made me cough up embers that you
dubbed passion.
So those words that I meant
to lay bloodied at your feet,
like some mouse that your proud
fat cat might leave
at your door,
i swallowed them back down
and they're still scorching
the back of my throat,
making blisters
on my
bubble gum wads from the lips of rejection by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
bubble gum wads from the lips of rejection
my big black boots peddle through the air
i touch no floor, i go no where.
i hope i get home alright
don't get swallowed up in the night
sometimes i like to crawl on all fours
i feel at home sprawled out on the floor.
i hope i find somewhere to go
i have not bed for sleep, i have no home.
painting roses
black for my ceiling.
it turns away
laughs at my feelings.
Oh they don't know
how far i'll go
before i finally cave in
and don't have to live
in this hell anymore.
turn the lights off, walk into walls.
my number's fading from bathroom stalls.
maybe they'll find it, maybe they wont
they're all to high to read from their phones.
spin on my h
maybe i'm a romantic by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
maybe i'm a romantic
Fingernails only go so far,
i'll try a spoon next, maybe a fork.
tunnel from my own skull-
you never know
(but some times you do, you know it's time to go).
maybe i'll slide out of my own ears,
my mind will drop, along with my fears.
lets break my fingers,
one by one,
see which hurts most
if any at all.
maybe i can crush the
earth with my boot,
shake it up, rip it from it's roots.
maybe a bullet in my brain
wont hurt at all,
maybe i'll jump, make it
look like i fell.
maybe by pills, i'll get to rest.
(with flowers) i'll cross my hands
over my chest.
i'll be pretty, a work of art.j
maybe i'll be romantic, go knife
through the heart.
maybe
bleeding out sick blood leaves my (high and) dry by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
bleeding out sick blood leaves my (high and) dry
No matter how many times
my fingers strum the chords
to Creep, I can’t
bleed out that feeling
through my callouses.
It’s an alone
that lives in my bones,
sings from the marrow
and rots away the rest, It’s
an alone that will cling
like dense fog til the end.
unfortunately, dog's can swim by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
unfortunately, dog's can swim
i’m shedding people like
a dog shakes off
flies,
trying not to wonder
how many casualties are
dolled out in my wake.
cupped hands churning
black water,
i’m spinning, i’m
spiraling-
don’t you get it? there is no up to look for.
highschool... it sucks. by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
highschool... it sucks.
I'm living off the taste of grime in the air
(i think i'd sound cool with a smokers cough),
It's all do's and don'ts and they don't care's,
it's how found you can look when you're lost.
the use of bird bone hands by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
the use of bird bone hands
if that was heaven
then this is hell,
what happened before
that worked so well?
there are no cold hands
not here, not yours
just clammy trembling
outside closed doors.
the walls close in tight,
not soft like then,
i'm suffocating
without someone to curl up in
(I must've gone soft, or did I need you before too?)
grounding should feel more relieving. by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
grounding should feel more relieving.
you've got 3 days to master your veins,
maybe godhood isn't all that far away
i'm still rolling rocks 'round my mouth
with my paper tongue (the ceiling's got the best of me)
you just keep on scowling, all storms that i can't reach-
isn't this the way you wanted me?
how to be a shadow by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
how to be a shadow
this is how to become a shadow on the wall-
kiss the silence, it's the only one that still wants you now
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
make your cries sound more soothing, like raindrops on the roof
tune your screams to your footsteps so no one has to look
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
do what's quietest and learn to cry on demand
never be anywhere without a extra noose ready on hand
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
ooh, love your fears
ooh, cover your ears
ooh, bite back tears
ooh, an end is near
this is how to become a shadow on the wall-
kiss the silence, it's the only one that still wants you now
ooh,
these romantic cliches(they have expiration dates) by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
these romantic cliches(they have expiration dates)
"i love you"
was writhing just behind
my lips,
about to claw it's
way out to you-
oh this beast of a love
has a mind of it's own.
I meant to spit it out
for you,
along with the hunks
of vermilion flesh that it's talons
freed from my throat
(after all, you seem
to love bloody kisses as much
as I do),
but fear caged it in
and left it like a red hot
coal lump
on my tongue,
made me cough up embers that you
dubbed passion.
So those words that I meant
to lay bloodied at your feet,
like some mouse that your proud
fat cat might leave
at your door,
i swallowed them back down
and they're still scorching
the back of my throat,
making blisters
on my
bubble gum wads from the lips of rejection by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
bubble gum wads from the lips of rejection
my big black boots peddle through the air
i touch no floor, i go no where.
i hope i get home alright
don't get swallowed up in the night
sometimes i like to crawl on all fours
i feel at home sprawled out on the floor.
i hope i find somewhere to go
i have not bed for sleep, i have no home.
painting roses
black for my ceiling.
it turns away
laughs at my feelings.
Oh they don't know
how far i'll go
before i finally cave in
and don't have to live
in this hell anymore.
turn the lights off, walk into walls.
my number's fading from bathroom stalls.
maybe they'll find it, maybe they wont
they're all to high to read from their phones.
spin on my h
maybe i'm a romantic by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
maybe i'm a romantic
Fingernails only go so far,
i'll try a spoon next, maybe a fork.
tunnel from my own skull-
you never know
(but some times you do, you know it's time to go).
maybe i'll slide out of my own ears,
my mind will drop, along with my fears.
lets break my fingers,
one by one,
see which hurts most
if any at all.
maybe i can crush the
earth with my boot,
shake it up, rip it from it's roots.
maybe a bullet in my brain
wont hurt at all,
maybe i'll jump, make it
look like i fell.
maybe by pills, i'll get to rest.
(with flowers) i'll cross my hands
over my chest.
i'll be pretty, a work of art.j
maybe i'll be romantic, go knife
through the heart.
maybe
bleeding out sick blood leaves my (high and) dry by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
bleeding out sick blood leaves my (high and) dry
No matter how many times
my fingers strum the chords
to Creep, I can’t
bleed out that feeling
through my callouses.
It’s an alone
that lives in my bones,
sings from the marrow
and rots away the rest, It’s
an alone that will cling
like dense fog til the end.
unfortunately, dog's can swim by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
unfortunately, dog's can swim
i’m shedding people like
a dog shakes off
flies,
trying not to wonder
how many casualties are
dolled out in my wake.
cupped hands churning
black water,
i’m spinning, i’m
spiraling-
don’t you get it? there is no up to look for.
highschool... it sucks. by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
highschool... it sucks.
I'm living off the taste of grime in the air
(i think i'd sound cool with a smokers cough),
It's all do's and don'ts and they don't care's,
it's how found you can look when you're lost.
the use of bird bone hands by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
the use of bird bone hands
if that was heaven
then this is hell,
what happened before
that worked so well?
there are no cold hands
not here, not yours
just clammy trembling
outside closed doors.
the walls close in tight,
not soft like then,
i'm suffocating
without someone to curl up in
(I must've gone soft, or did I need you before too?)
there was once a boy with the
colour seventeen,
and he loved a lot of
skin and fingers and lips--
to whom they belonged did not
matter to him
as he was covered of the
colour seventeen.
there was once a boy
of the colour seventeen
who laughed like he meant it
and screamed like
it made him;
he was beautiful and smudged
everyone he met
in a colour seventeen.
there was once a boy in
the colour seventeen--
but then it rained,
a hurricane mess,
and he
dripped
into a puddle of
his colour seventeen.
(the pavement
to the papers
talked about it)
i slept in cemeteries by counting-vertebrae, literature
Literature
i slept in cemeteries
i was lazarus
'til i got sick of talking it out
(then i spat it up & swallowed it instead);
couldn't keep my splitting spine straight,
but i lacked the nerve for stuffing towels
in doorways. oh, my body was empty
vessels - i clawed tissue from
tissue, riven viscera revealed
my leaden bones to haunt this
head(case). i severed my tongue,
amassed my mania
to wake in six
by two or
206
a study in arthroscopy (manus) by counting-vertebrae, literature
Literature
a study in arthroscopy (manus)
oh, i'll take these muddled words & cigarette burns,
spit 'em out or sell 'em as cinema or cemeterial.
i've got these dirty fingernails hooked like cat claws
into my prey-heart through pericardium; i wanna trade
in this light head(ache) to admire snapping bones
or splitting skulls 'cause i can't keep the talk cheap
or the drum-beat outta (always best inside) my mind.
my spine has never meant prowess; i've always been your
favorite migraine, baby: all potential & no promise.
always had a thing for people
who could cry on the streets.
always had a thing for people
who felt before they lived,
because
if your heart pumps emotions
instead of blood,
then your head
must be filled with hope
and tears that show
you can both cling
and let go.
i split myself in two,
now i can do the dishes too.
"my life is about me
and yours is about you."
had myself for dinner
aka eaten alive.
you were not sweet enough
to give my heart cavities,
but don't worry,
i could still swallow anyone whole.
that's just how rotten they are.
You can't play dress up without pearls by dog-on-the-floor, literature
Literature
You can't play dress up without pearls
Moths and maggots slime the back
of that oval mirror you're staring into,
you masochistic sadist,
as jade-scaled lizards lick it's stained surface
(they're done numbing your migraines)
and your icy eyes melt themselves.
Only a quiescent porcelain doll,
marring your once pearlescent skin
with these little pink ribbon lines-
Why do you waste your pretend tea?
It's going cold almost as fast as you.
Don't you understand, little puppet with snapped strings?
Your life is a game of dress up.
I came up with a chorus- words and music- months ago, and by now I think I could fill 20 note books with all the songs I've written around it.
SO HOW DOES NOT FUCKING ONE OF THEM SOUND RIGHT????
i know that I want it to be mostly screamo, and that I want it to be mostly ballad with a few faster desperate sounding parts. I CAN HEAR IT IN MY HEAD BUT I CANT FEED IT OUT THROUGH MY TONGUE OR MY FINGER TIPS AND ITS DRIVING ME FUCKING INSANE
there was really no point to that, I just felt like I wanted to write one thing that didn't suck beyond explanation this week. If I don't try to make it a poem it can't fail as one, right? Great life lesson
I'm gonna be in the... country *shudder shudder*.. with my friend for a week, so I won't be able to post anything (no body who knows me can know about any of my accounts so I can't post from her house)... So.. Now you'll know that when I don't say anything for a week I haven't just rolled over and died..
sorry to disappoint you
if I don't come back, assume I drowned myself in the lake or fed myself to a bear